Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I'm so random.
If I could get enough money to buy a MacBook Air, I would.
And I would give it away. To someone.
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After screwing up 2 CCTs,
I feel better somehow.
Strange.
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
life is just screwed up.
i hate everything. nothing ever goes well. i swear, tread on my toes now and you shall see a most unpleasant side of me.
all i get is more and more demands.
i want to end this all.
Emo
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freed?
Its finally over. Although the projection and music was slightly, nevertheless, it went well. The dance was especially fun. :) Dunking people was fun too. XD
Finally, I can get back to my work, and stop neglecting everything around me. Yet, my joy was short lived.
As I returned home, I could not help but let my thoughts drift to SS project, my biggest hate and fear. The source of my pain and misery couldn't be clearly then. I contemplated an extension, yet I doubt that he would understand. He never did understand. Never did think about how I felt. I don't suppose watching Death Note helped but it gave me many brilliant ideas. About how one could dictate one's death.
I wouldn't mind writing my name.
And a fleeting image flashed through my mind.A person,laid, eagle-sprawledon the merciless red concrete 5 floors below.Free.
Edit: I've decided to be a much stricter prefect now.
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Singapore at Midnight
Arrived home at 11.55 pm after PI stuff. Promptly died but revived myself.
Went for "hair cut" which ended at 12.15 (0015 hrs). Ate at 0020 hours and am typing this at 0040 hours.
I just hope I can sleep by 0130 hrs.
And on top of this, I'm supposed to do something that is completely redundant but I'm being forced to by some overly-enthu person who is really pissing me of. Hello person who is so ununderstanding, for the past weeks, I've been going to school while the sky is dark and returning when the sky is dark again. And all my Sat were devoted to school too.
Soon it would all come to a close. Emo.
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
emo randomness
I'm so bloody put off by un-understanding people. Urgh. Honestly, you piss me off so much. Get off my back.
And I'm getting emo again....random pic.
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Friday, February 22, 2008
One word made my day
Marksman.
Congrats to Gerald and Alvin too.
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Thursday, February 21, 2008
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I've been biting off more than I can chew. Way more.
I'm so tired...
And as the night beckons me,
I fall into it's dark embrace.
Joy.
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Thinner
Ok, I shall quickly skip pass all my rather bloggable things to the big event for me. So, I was here, happily (or rather emoingly) paint stuff when a certain victim of rape decided to smear paint (the wall kind mind you) on my face. Ok, fine, it was just a splotch but nevertheless I was lyk "Max Huang!" (oops). So, after scrubbing like crazy in the toilet, I decided to take my revenge. (Reminds me of anecdotes)
From behind, I tried to strangle him (like he did to me on Monday) and lo and behold, a whole tin of white paint splashed onto the grey concrete follow. We were all mortified as we watch the paint spreed in "expanisve sheets" before I had the sense to tilt the can back up.
So Max and I went like "TISSUE!" and dashed to the toilet and emptied half the toilet roll. I went back and most unfruitfully tried to clean up by soaking the paint up with tissue and coating my whole hand and wrist in it. Many thanks to Sam for getting more toilet rolls.
Anyway, before the paint dried, I was desperately scrubbing my skin raw to remove the paint in the toilet for half and hour. Using almost all the soap available, I scratched half my skin off and ended up with white nails. Then, I gave up.
Went back and was suanned by people saying "Ooh, look, I got paint on my hand [points at tiny blotch] and I give that hello-look-at-my-nails look." And we laughed.
Anyways, went home and found a bottle of thinner which my dad said was meant to wash hands with. And in like 20 seconds, all the remaining paint came off painlessly.
I've nothing more to say.
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Ups and Downs
Was checking my email and the first thing I must really 发泄 here is the kind of attitude people are taking. I mean, seriously, who cares about reporting everything you did to the whole world, including DHM??? I really am so damn pissed and emo now so I shall not care. For now at least. Sheesh....what a negative way to start a post. Anyway, its gets better.
I mean, this period is seriously stressing people out, and it doesn't help by having someone blowing hot and cold all over you. At times, I really am so irritated that some can have such terrible attitude that really test my limits. 人的忍耐度是有限的 hoh. Don't 欺人过甚. I'm already very very emo as it is and I really don't need anymore of this. There has been so much obvious defiance but I didn't book you because I take it as a joke. But jokes should not go too far.
Yet again there are times where you actually become such an understanding person. All I can say is that sorry hoh, my adjustment time not so fast.
On a lighter note, a certain someone added a third stain (blue) to our blue-black projector screen. XD (Bio RP students know best). I have $0.60 left in my wallet cause I spent all of it on cardboard. o.0.
Oral comm. workshop was fun. Never knew so much about how standing positions can be so suggestive. zomg.
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Monday, February 18, 2008
Argh
Argh!! I'm officially pissed now. Adium start to gen wo chang fan diao. No MSN I supposed. :(
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Oh my goodness!
Day started off very badly for me. I actually was feeling quite alright until someone started being emo to me. And that made me "fa xie" all my bottled up emoness and went all out like some deranged animal.
Managed to recover during Math. Was rather lost as I completely forgot to do my homework. XD
PE was really fun with me going crazy and attacking randomly. :D Stress relieve I supposed.
Recess was devoted to finding Mr Law to eat kueh bangkit and talk about how bloody worried I was about the CCTs. Managed to rushed back in class. As usual, the class was hard at work, misleading me to think I was late. -.-"
Philosophy was effectively shocking. All I can say is that no amount of preparation would have helped.
English began late. Was very torn between the first and second question, both of which I had very real and true accounts. Maybe I'll talk about them in a few more days when everyone would have taken the test.
Oh yeah, I assembled an emo kit over lunch which consisted of stress reliever (BANG HEAD HERE), penkinfe (slash slash), stapler (punch punch) and pencil (stab stab). All its lack are keys. Shall post a picture if I have a chance. Otherwise, you can go check out my notebook. XD
NCC was really fun. 2 things happened that involved Max.
1) We convinced him that something that was super trivial was so important that he straggled me to extort information. Luckily, I didn't yield.
2) Turning off the lights at the shooting range ended up with many, especially Max, getting violated. zomg.
Went back to school from Yishun to meet Mr Law to help him clear up the leftover (sorry, I meant, NEW) yusheng. It was amazing how 2 of us could finish 1 whole platter of it. Fortunately, this one had fish (salmon and jellyfish), unlike the RIPB one. Shared a bit more about my really screwed up life but I'm slightly convinced that emoness is a waste of time and I should try to be happy. *smile*.
Well, at least I'll have something to look forward too. Don't ask me what but "tian ji bu ke xie lou".
Fullstop. Now, shoo.
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
Its 11
its 11. i'm just about to start mugging.
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Where should I start?
When I open my Raffles diary, I can't help but wonder, where can I squeeze in my next task?
Yup, its a bloody nightmare to look at it with everything spammed into a merely timespan of 2 weeks. Ever since last Friday, all my time was devoted to PI work. I really never want to see clay again and I'm emotionally scarred for life after touching the slimy, wet, feels-like-something-i-really-don't-need-shaun-saying-out-loud clay. *shudders*
Oh sheesh, I'm starting to revert back to my scribbling emo days. Like just as I'm typing this, I find out theres a geogRA CD to finish. Ahhhhhh. I've barely managed to keep up with my life when more work starts coming in. Like I actually reached home at 7 yesterday after 10 hours at the pb room and fell asleep while waiting for my family, ending up with all of us missing dinner. blah.
CCTs are next week and I'm so 'proud' to say that I've not started a single shed of revision. EL, Philo, HCL. I'm so going to die. best off all, hall decor of PI is scheduled to be done by Thurs next week. Oh well, at least its eLearning for 3rd lang next week, meaning can stay back on tues and thrus, or in other words, end up sleeping at ungodly hours again. haiz....my only condolence i suppose is that almost everyone i know feels the same way now, some suicidal. i still remember a quote from sat, "life sucks, live with it" how ironic.
i really should start revising and stop wasting whatever crap energy i have emoing i suppose. sorry for putting you though this incoherent post.
edit. new pi assignment after i've finished the moor site 1/2 hour ago....ccts? phwt.....
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
Yar LAW!
Mr Law is such a nice teacher, buying me sweets! :D
*To bribe me. heehee
And I'm his concubine?!
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Average Day
Today was a very typical day.
Day started off with getting beaten by 3G's class prefect (as usual). Then, I would receive my daily dose of 'torment' from my dear friend beside me. (No sarcasm intended. But the poking gets irritating after a while)
Lessons were pretty much ok, with the highlight of the EL Compre. Oh gosh, highlight...
RE was quite slack but we're desperate for ideas now. Thinking about doing something with graves....hmmmm.
Went for a quick TD rehearsal so missed the incredibly useful Muster parade. Fell asleep during training due to 3 nights of staying up way past my bedtime (or any normal person's for that matter). Was actually sleep-running for a part. o.0
History replica worksheet to do now. Its just called SS.
edit: Gosh, I'm doing pledge tomorrow! *freaks out*
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Monday, February 11, 2008
Posting for the sake of it
Right, I'm going to use this as my English blog so I'm supposed to be posting something.
Hmmmmm. Well, this blog has been rather new, and dead anyway.
So, righto. About me.
Generally, I'm quite a shy person to quote Mr Law's first impression of me. Not too sure if it's 'quite' in the Oxford dictionary sense but I'm not that an open person. Other than that, I pretty much am comfortable with most people once I get to know them. I'm a terrible time manager, which explains why I'm perpetually sleepy or, as most people say, rather emo. My previous blog would show that most clearly. :D
So, my goals this year would be to (1) Stop being emotional and (2) find more time. I guess with new commitments this year, I would definitely need to work out a balance between CCAs and academics. Basically, I haven't been devoting time for academics at all for the past weeks and frankly, I'm very worried about how my work is faring. :(
Oh yeah, I'm also pretty random. :)
Some pictures from CNY to end my post, of which I still don't know the reason of doing so.
Went to Mr Law's house with my Sec 2 classmate. Ooh, look at those braces!
He simply 'loves' it when we "suan" him. XD
And we had lots of fun playing Mahjong.
And the best part of it all was when we were discussing about Chinese teachers (mine, to be specific), she appeared right before me immediately when we finished. Eek! *shock*
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